Thank you for the kind comments on the pictures I posted earlier.

I feel loved despite my inadequacy.

I’ve been feeling really down, unable to get out of the rut I’ve been in for the past couple of weeks. I know my mind is all over the place every time but recently, it’s been taking a toll on me. It’s as if I’m wasting the miniscule skills I have by sleeping and sitting on this damn computer chair, only to nurture the expansion of my thighs.

I’ve been trying to squeeze out as much creativity as possible in order to scribble at least something worth looking at but apparently I’m devoid of it. Sigh.

In the past hours, I was able to draw a collage of how my mind looks like at the moment and a marker-drawing of Boba Fett. But that was it. I’m usually not like this. Highly disappointing really. :-(

Or maybe it’s just my hormones going all Kraken on me again, I really don’t know. I can’t even come up with any poetic piece! All I want at the moment is to transform into a night lamp and plunge myself into the deep seas and sleep on the ocean bed.

Jeesh I’ve gone mad.